Basic.

WOW

2005-08-30T15:17:00.000+10:00

Guess what kids,

The domain choices keep rollling in. ROOOOOOOLLLLLLLLLLIIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNGGGGGG.

I got another two accepted - bitchified.org and girlcalledkill.org. They're all really nice, but I THINK I know which one I'm going to now. :D YAY.

Oh crap

2005-08-29T17:16:00.000+10:00

Crap crap crap, I got accepted into another 3 domains, totalling 4

Drownyouout.org
Heyloser.net (which was my first choice and I still like it a lot)
Hellomannequin.org (which most people I've asked, liked the most, but the hostess already set up an account for me under the name 'super' - super.hellomannequin.org or hellomannequin.org/super UHOH)
Love-Coma.org (again, the hostess set up an account as well, under bare.love-coma.org or love-coma.org/bare)

I'm screwed. I've sent emails to drownyouout.org and love-coma.org already. I feel so bad, because I wasted their time and one of them had to set up my account and install Wordpress because I said I used that program. OMG, I feel so bad. She's so nice as well. Ergh, plan backfired. Major dilemma.

With the remaining two domains left, I now have to make a choice.

And pick a name as well. Hah "orchids, shadesofgrey, blackandwhite", giggles, kimbheart?

I really don't know.

P.S. AHMED SUCKS.

DROWNYOUOUT.ORG

2005-08-28T17:14:00.000+10:00

I’m getting hosted again. WOOT! Actually, not really.

I got accepted from another domain at drownyouout.org, and I went crazy last night applying for all these other domains. I’m going to give it a week to see if anymore reply and there’s Helen’s soon-to-be-purchased radioheart.org domain as well.
If not, I’m going to move into drownyouout.org next week.

Bid goodbye soon.

out of nowhere

2005-08-23T18:00:00.000+10:00

So there are times when we’re concerned bout the ones we love. Our family and our friends. It’s a natural feeling right? I spoke to a friend last night about some matters circling this and it made me think ohsohard.

Is it wrong to worry and be concerned about someone, whom you’re afraid will hurt themselves? What if you put forward too much of yourself to try and protect this person, that you end up putting so much effort and place your life on hold for it?

What if your lives will lead nowhere together and are not going to bypass/intersect in the future? Would it still matter? What’s more important? The friendships you have now, or the friendships you’ll have in the future? And what should be considered, the present or the future? If you were to think of the future, would it mean that you’d have to give up on someone you care about now, because you won’t see them again down the track? Does this mean you’d have to ignore and turn your back on someone you care about, because you’re just as scared and just as naive. Why not work through this together, as a group? Your strong foundation of support will not go anywhere. Please, if you do see this, please don’t give up.

I’m not allowed to dwell too deep into this, incase I accidentally blab something and upset everyone.

And another thing, an old friend who I haven’t spoken to in months spoke to me again. They spoke really deeply about wanting to mend the friendship and to be close with me again. Why does it bother me so? I feel as though there’s an ulterior motive to this friend’s sudden decision to get chummy with me again. Of course, I’ll accept all my friends with open arms. I’m not going to push anyone away, and plus, I love this friend lots and lots. But I just don’t get it. Why now?

Out of nowhere too.

this is me with the words on the tips of my tongue

2005-08-22T21:44:00.000+10:00

I want to be honest.

This is killing me.

Really, it is.

What’s worse, me not telling you or you not knowing?
Is this the best you can give me?

This isn’t like something I haven’t said before. I’ve gone through all this already. What stuns me most, is when I try to put these thoughts into actual words, I can’t. I’ve got it all in my head, all the things I feel, but I just can’t.

Why can’t I? After all what is so challenging? You’re just a person, I’m just me, and everybody who reads this would not care less.

Adieu.

“I'm casualty-obsessed and I've forgiven death,
I am indifferent yet I'm a total wreck,
I'm every cliche, but I simply do it best.”

jackass

2005-08-22T16:47:00.000+10:00

Books Buds, I officially find my buddy extremely annoying, arrogant and such a HARDcunt. I had to debate with him all through the period about ridiculous things like him trying to trick me by saying that he’d read a paragraph or something already while I had gone off somewhere. e.g. I go get a pen, I come back and say ‘Okay let’s continue on from where we left off – here’ He says ‘No I already read that, we’re up to here now’ I say ‘No we’re not, we were here before’ He says ‘No, I read while you were gone, we’re here now’ I say ‘Well, now you can read that bit back to me’

OH MY GOD. He just lounges on the chair like he’s all kingshit and refuses to do anything. He got three star stickers on the chart AND a prize from the lucky dip. LAJDAL He so did not deserve that. Last week he told me that he was going to try this week if I gave him a star for the chart. What. A. Massive. Liar. Also, he told me that he’s not coming back next week and that his parents don’t care if he goes or not, because they let him do whatever he wants. So I’m like, ‘oh that’s nice, so why are you here then if you can do whatever you want?’ To which he replies, ‘oh cos I forgot to tell my mum to pick me up at 2.30’

Yeah. Whatever. I love everyone else’s buddies, except mine. I don’t feel good about this, because my buddy was supposed to LIKE me and we were supposed to do all these lovely things together. CRYcrycry, I like Katherine’s and Emma’s buddy. Katherine’s buddy is like TRES smart – he contradicts everything she says in a very intelligent manner, with proof and all. He knows where his ribcage is. WOW, I didn’t know that when I was in yr 7. Emma’s buddy is really little and friggin cute. He’s really enthusiastic.

My buddy has a weird haircut and thinks he’s all good shit.

Talking about good shit, I know someone who’s got a gigantic ego and thinks everything they say is right. So unbelievable. And you know what the funny thing is? I always prove them wrong.

Anyway, on a happier note, assignments are all handed in WOOPEE, except for a history competition at the end of this week, a commerce test next week and a v.a. test week after. It’s breezy, in that all the events are spaced apart and gives me time to prepare and relax.

P.S. I learnt in PE class today that Mr. O’riordan is the youngest teacher in the PE staffroom, and is beaten by Steinpoof, who is 3 months older. OMG. He’s 24, WOW. Crazy, and everybody thought he was like 30-40 or something with his head shaved and an annoying goatee – added to his uptight personality.

- I don’t get why it’s just so bloody difficult. You’re turning my life upside down and I just don’t understand why. -

MUST GET OFF.

2005-08-21T13:59:00.000+10:00

Oh this is so bad. Oh so tragic.

I woke up at about 7.45 this morning, HELLO, ON A FRICKIN SUNDAY MORNING. I thought it was 8.45. Showered, headed off to library to meet up with cindy. Library wasn't open til 10 so walked around cabra buying food, eating food then came back. We dug up all the books on genetic engineering. I'm pretty sure we did. I came out with about a huge stack of 10 books. Woopdeedoo. Nat dropped by for a bit then I went off to Livo to SHOPSHOPSHOP!

I am so happy. I tried on the dresses and youknowWHAT? I DON'T LOOK PUDGY OR FAT IN THEM! OMG, you can hardly even see my effingpotbellysunnabitch. It makes me all giddy inside :)

Ate subway and had a yummolishus berrylishus smoothie before going back home. I'm staring at the box of KrispyKremes my brother bought. THIS is the reason why it is so bad. I'm going to splurge on this unhealthy food today and feel bloated and then whinge about being unfit again.

Oh yeah, science is coming along. I stayed up til about 12.30 last night, and managed to get half of it done, which is also REALLY tragic. I kept getting distracted and talking to random people about their own assignments, and yeh. I'm really good at wasting time. Someone should make a job out of it and pay me to waste time.

Okay, must get off now. MUST MUST MUST. If you see me online, scream at me, yell at me, do whatever to get me off please.

I am so tempted to just not publish this post and block everyone on my list.

Bored

2005-08-20T19:10:00.000+10:00

Science Biotechnology Assignment (transgenesis) due on Monday. Weighing 15%.

I’ve done one question from it, and I’ve been sitting here for 2 hours already. It’s so bloody tedious. I’m going shopping tomorrow, so that’s the afternoon gone.

I’m also dropping by Cabra library tomorrow for an hour or so to find some damn books. I need someone to keep me company.

Keep it up kimb, you’ve got about one-two more weeks to go before you can relax.

P.S. I completely mucked up Tutor test today. Think I might get kicked.

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2005-08-19T22:21:00.000+10:00

How do people just randomly piss the fuck out of me like that??

God how annoying.

Au Revoir?

2005-08-19T15:50:00.000+10:00

So this is it I guess.

I'm trying and I was trying my best to be the bestest and most understanding friend I could be, when it came to dealing with this situation. I gave you your space and I shut my mouth about my opinions and what I felt you should do. I wanted you to make the right choice, and undoubtedly you have.

As far as I can say, I don't know what to do next. It's gone beyond that. A lot more than that. I admit that before I was still in a kind of in a sense of denial and refused to believe that you'd consider what you just chose. And it still hasn't exactly registered - not the bit about you leaving me behind anyway. I'm in shock.

What happens next? Do I run up to you and hug you? Do I burst into a fit of tears and plead you to stay?

I want what's best for you and if this is it, then so it is.

----Boomboomboomboomboom----

2005-08-18T17:23:00.000+10:00

Nhi brought into school a form about the CITY TREASURE HUNT. I want I want I want!! It's 125$ for a team max. 5 players. You spend the day from 11am to 4pm in the city solving cryptic puzzles and finding clues to find the treasure at the end of the day. All money raised goes to the Breast Cancer Foundation. Only 100 teams allowed and you win prizes if you come first, obviously. I want I want I want!

CLICK CLICK

Everybody join! We've gathered a team already, but I'm just waiting for someone to do the registration etc etc.

Maths Common Test today, bloody piece of shit. I blanked out completely and did not know how to do even the simplest questions. Obviously did not get enough time and felt it was extremely fucked. A lot of people didn't finish the test. Hate. Math.

I was just about to go watch ABCkids cos 'apparently' Lizzie Mcguire's back on, but NOO it's not. False alarm. I wanted to watch that. I love Hilary...I've said it before.

I'm going to go research why the book Germaine wrote is called 'The Female Eunuch' now. Federico says whoever does find the answer will get a merit. WOOHOO. I thought I knew the answer, cos Melissa and I discussed it in class. We think it's meant to be ironic. Directed at society and its stereotyped beliefs and systems. Wrong perhaps. I'll just find out now.

Hello Goodbye

2005-08-17T21:10:00.000+10:00

Today was a good day. Everything was good. Humungo Happy Birthday to Jennifer-San for Aug 16th. Ain’t it special darling?

I’m sick of studying. I want to go shopping and shop for a formal dress, although I’m not sure I’m even going. Shrug, I’ll go if I find a beautiful gorgeous perfect amazing breathtaking astonishing dress that when I wear will have everyone’s eyeballs drop out. Come right outta their sockets. So no biggie about this right now, I’m going to go shop shop shop on a weekly basis (if I can) and if that oh-so-perfect dress jumps out then WHOOPDEDOO formal here I come.

Brilliant plan.

I hate history, and I hate math and commerce and visual arts and everything else. Screw the body of work we have to present for v.a.

Hm, I’m waiting for wendiHOANG to come on and upload photos we took. Dumdidum, hurry up biotch. I don’t have all night.

I think I’ll go sleep soon. It’s 9.20 and I’m already feeling dead. Tired. I think I’m really just lazy. Acts of laziness can affect your life so much hey?

I dislike it when people just jump inside your mouth and sit there before you even say a word. Highly irritating I’m telling you.

Back for now

2005-08-15T17:38:00.000+10:00

Unfortunately, the server hosting the domain radioheart.org has deleted the account due to some slkfjls reasons. So now I'm going to be back here for a while, while Helen is off registering and setting up the account at a new server. And I think all my files, layouts and content have also been deleted. Shame. I'll have to start over.

I don't mind it so much - that the site is down and all. It's actually a good thing, because I've been spending so much time working on the site and I'm been leaving little time for my schoolwork. So all good all good :) I'll just start the site over again after everything is worked out and done.

We had Books N Buddies today. As usual. Ahmed was being really uncooperative and refused to read, mainly because Emma's buddy (the lil cute boy) was sitting in the same place as us, and they kept talking and mucking around. We kept arguing about why he should read and why he should be 'bothered' to read. I know I know, I'm a bossy bitch.

Talking about being bossy, I think I lost it with Coron in PE today. Nothing serious though, I was just annoyed. We were practising CPR (DR ABC etc) on Little Anne the dummy, and we split ourselves up into two groups. Jennifer volunteered to go first so I, being a nice friend, was going through the steps with her as she went along trying to save the dummy. CORON then kept yapping about how I left out 'Danger' from DR ABC, and I was like 'You don't need to do danger, because there's no point, seeing as we're in a classroom. What danger? Plus Sir said we didn't need to do that step anyway' But noooo, she just wouldn't take it and kept whining and whining about how I had left danger out of the process. At that moment, I was still having difficulty trying to figure out what Jen had to do next, so I just turned around and was like 'Shush it Coron' Ahhh, everyone cracked up laughing and I then realised how mean I had sound so apologised.

Bossy hey?

The End

2005-07-29T21:12:00.000+10:00

This is the end of white flag I'm pretty sure. Embrace the new domain.

KIMBHEART@radioheart.org

As a favour, please change your links to the url above. See you there.

Ping Pong. Embrace yourselves.

2005-07-25T19:11:00.000+10:00

So, here is the tale to my glorifying day at the Secondary Schoolgirls Challenge Cup Table Tennis Competition at Olympic Park:

Forced myself to wake up at 6.30am, which was a pain in the arse. It was still dark outside and I was nauseous cos I’m not used to waking up at 6. Who the hell is. I used to though, once a upon a TIME when I was little, but that’s another story. Anywho, didn’t have time to do anything but grab a quick bite of breakfast even though it tasted like shit and I wanted to throw up from having to eat something so early in the morning. Got to school exactly at 7.15 and panicked, getting afraid of being left behind and having to spend the next 2 hours at school doing nothing. Everything was alright. Phyllis was there yet, so floff-floff and us all waited for her to show up, which she did about 2 minutes later speeding down in her bike. Then there was this dilemma with Sherin because she didn’t have a note, and he made her call up her mum to fax it down. That wasn’t the dilemma though, as it lied in the fact that she wasn’t sure her mum KNEW how to work the faxing machine. Neither do I.

When we finally got everything sorted out, floff-floff made us JOG down to the train station to warm up. Fuck. During our journey to Homebush, we also encountered quite a wholesome number of um delays and all these mis-happenings (as expected, since it involved Katherine and Vivian’s presence – they always stuff things up, it’s like bad luck :P)

Once arriving there, me and Jen had to go into our little area thing with a pair from two other schools. We each played a total of 9 matches, including singles and doubles, 3 sets each. I feel TRES cool cos I’m like using all these sporting jargons with ‘sets’, ‘matches’ and ‘forehands’ and ‘backhands’.

One of the girls I was vs.ing, from Pentshurst Girls High was like UBERgood. I think her name was Cecilia and she kept slamming the ball and doing all these forehands. So Jen and I got peeved and figured that we might as well take up a strategy. Jen played her and started whacking the ball around like crazy, so that she’d have to run off to get it and eventually get tired. Jesus, it worked. By the time it was my turn to play her, she was like breathless and all pale. I lost anywho, but at ONE stage I was like THAT close to kicking her ass.

At the end of the day I was SO freaking happy because I was able to win ONE set –ZZzlikeOMIGOD. Jen and I made a prêt-tay good team I reck. We fully did.

Then everyone had a break thing and mucked around, and some time later, names were announced for the one-on-one rounds. I cracked up when I heard my name get called with Claricie’s: “Kimberly Ngo VS. Clarice Capala on Table Five” HEHEHEHHEHE the whole room was quiet and people looked at me weirdly.

We left at about 3 and went to play at the playground and stop by Maccas. From then, it was all breeeezy unlike the ride to Olympic Park. Less energy exuberated = breezy. I met new people today and laughed a lot with my new BUDDIES. That was the plus side – meeting new people. Fun. I also find floff-floff funny now. He never used to be funny to me, merely because I was haunted by my year 7 experience with him on the first day of school. Horrified for the rest of my highschooling years.

Tuh, that’s it. This has been the longest entry I’ve written in a while –excluding the ones where I post up my quiz results and pictures. LUBLUBLUB

P.S. Helen’s (the butt’s) domain is finally up. SEXY.

More quizzes that should've been posted on my LJ

2005-07-23T22:26:00.000+10:00

You are elegant, withdrawn, and brilliant.
Your mind is a weapon, able to solve any puzzle.
You are also great at poking holes in arguments and common beliefs.

For you, comfort and calm are very important.
You tend to thrive on your own and shrug off most affection.
You prefer to protect your emotions and stay strong.

The World's Shortest Personality Test

PHWHAHAHAHHA elegant, withdrawn and brilliant biatches. But I have to say, for the rest of that description, it sounds pretty off. I might have picked the wrong one.

You are happy, driven, and status conscious.
You want everyone to know how successful you are.
Very logical, you see life as a game of strategy.

A bit of a loner, you prefer to depend on yourself.
You always keep your cool and your composure.
You are a born leader and business person.

The World's Shortest Personality Test

I picked again, and it was that one. I know it's cheating but TUH.

Your Power Color Is Indigo

At Your Highest:

You are on a fast track to success - and others believe in you.

At Your Lowest:

You require a lot of attention and praise.

In Love:

You see people as how you want them to be, not as how they are.

How You're Attractive:

You're dramatic flair makes others see you as mysterious and romantic.

Your Eternal Question:

"Does This Work Into My Future Plans?"

What's Your Power Color?

Your Birthdate: July 16

Your birth on the 16th day of the month gives a sense of loneliness and generally the desire to work alone.

You are relatively inflexible, and insist on your being independent.

You need a good deal of time to rest and to meditate.

You are introspective and a little stubborn.

Because of this, it may not be easy for you to maintain permanent relationships, but you probably will as you are very much into home and family.

This birth day inclines to interests in the technical, the scientific, and to the religious or the unknown realm of spiritual explorations.

The date gives you a tendency to seek unusual approaches and makes your style seem a little different and unique to those around you.

Your intuition is aided by the day of your birth, but most of your actions are bedded in logic, responsibility, and the rational approach.

You may be emotional, but have a hard time expressing these emotions.

Because of this, there may be some difficulty in giving or receiving affection.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Blue

2005-07-21T18:42:00.000+10:00

Blue BLUE BLUE

Am currently in a blue mood.

Tried getting to school an extra 10 minutes earlier than usual, to find that darn course selections sheet and if all was to go worse, I would've had to try and get the signatures signed last minute. Thank god the v.a.pd was right where I left it and the courses sheet was right inside. Whoopy.

Courses are chosen now, and there's no backing out. I'm already starting to have secound thoughts.

Adding to the day, we had an annoying British substitute teacher for English. I think I much preferred the one we had yesterday - that man who tried oh-so-hard to keep a watch on us. Anywho, the British lady rubbed her butt in front of Katherine’s face and complimented our play, which quite honestly was pretty damn shit. Come ON, Katherine did a jiggy jiggy dance at the end...How could that have been an excellent play? Absurdity. It's a horrible sight, yet Katherine and Clarice keep insisting on 'shaking their booties' in front of me...and everyone else. Tsh.

Last term we had a massively tall sub. teacher for English. He literally looked down on us. I thought that was funny too. Subs are fun.

:)

Another day gone.

Cbb changing today.

2005-07-20T20:35:00.000+10:00

Ha, t'was taken off nat's site. How lovely.

Eysenck's Test Results

Extraversion (77%) high which suggests you are overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense too often of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity.
Neuroticism (55%) medium which suggests you are moderately worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.
Psychoticism (36%) moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly kind natured, trusting, and helpful at the expense of your own individual development (martyr complex).

Take Eysenck Personality Test (similar to EPQ-R)
personality tests by similarminds.com

Anywhoo, like my title states, I cbb changing the layout today. It can be like a surprise, so SURPRISE, you won't get to see the whacky bright funky colour I'm into tonight. I'm kind of worn out, but that's the most stupid excuse because all I need to do is move my fingers. Whateverrr.

We got our English rankings today. I'm pret-ty happy. Purdy purdy, I got into top 10 so I'm ecstatic about it. Julie beat me by 2 places, giggles eff. No worries. I lost my Course Selections sheet, which is a crying shame because I've got all the signatures that I need and it's all filled out from top to bottom. Fuck. I'm pretty sure I left it in my stupid year 8 v.a.p.d which was consequently accidentally left behind in Science, last period. Tripo man won't be here tomorrow either, so SIGH, off to the Science staffroom. I hope they have it though, otherwise yeh, I'd be pretty fucked if I had to do the sheet all over again.

Alright, that's it, I have to find my way through tutor homework, which might I just add - is a fucking bitch.

Orange

2005-07-19T17:38:00.000+10:00

http://www.thebestpageintheuniverse.net/c.cgi?u=banish

Please read, fellow 'blogging' friends.

GIGGLES. I'm off to change the colour of this blog. :) ORANGE it is!

Oh yeah, thankyou to Roxy and Phyllis for making those uber hot cakes. Sweet. I would bake everyone pretty dainty little bright coloured cakes, but unfortunately, the best I can do is use Betty Crocker's dear old cake mix. Those pre-made ones where there are like only 3 steps in the cake making process, and its level of difficulty is ranked by the number of wooden spoons presented on the packaging...I always choose the one with 1-2 spoons.

TableTennis training today and tomorrow. Oh-what-fun!

Customs

2005-07-18T20:33:00.000+10:00

Projects I will need to work on during the next 6 months hopefully:

Black Halo's band site

Joey's custom diaryland layout

A couple of Xoxo Designs' requested customs (maybe)

And finally,

My new site hosted by Helen's domain. I'm still pondering on names at the moment. So far, I've come up with kimbheart, mixtapes, photobooth & msbrightside. They're all hopeless really.

Anywho, that's it. I will not be accepting any more layout offers for a long time.

Green

2005-07-18T16:31:00.000+10:00

I'm going through a phase. BEHOLD THE colourful templates series from PinkDesigns. Hehe, today it's green but you'll never know what it'll be tomorrow. ;)

Okay, totally lame. I'm hyped.

Oh yeah, I'm getting hosted. WHOOPDEEDOO! YAY! Helen's buying a domain and has offered to host me. It's unlimited - so extra yays. I'm shit at layout making and design anywho. Attrocious.

I'm out of things to say, and in Wendi's great words:

LataDaiz.

--

2005-07-15T22:07:00.000+10:00

I'm really happy. Really. I'm all giddy and excited about tomorrow.

This year's was uber nice. Sweet. Lovely. Kat says it's the best she's ever had with her friends. I think I agree. Sisterhood of Travelling Pants was perfect for the occasion. We all sobbed like fucking retards throughout the movie. I sat next to Joanne. F who kept patting my head and offering her sympathy and consideration. Haha. Kat said I kept kicking her butt during my crying fits. LOL, Biotch.

Played pool after. Hung out at arcade. All good. Wendi stayed over to 8, which was refreshing in that I got to talk to her for a whole lot. Bonding and such.

Oh yeah, all the crapness of this year was just erased. Quite literally. I hold no more grudges and it's like the burden lifted off my shoulders. (cliched)

Anyway, I just wanted to say a BIG FUCKING THANKYOU TO EVERYONE WHO CAME TODAY. Thanks guys, and I think I speak on behalf of Kat&JOEY when I say all this, cos you guys made it funky. :) 14 Girls and 1 Guy hanging out in the city and being as loud and coocoo as we want to be? I think that sounds pretty damn funky to me.

Love.

2005-07-15T19:07:00.000+10:00

take two?

2005-07-15T19:06:00.000+10:00

retake

2005-07-15T19:01:00.002+10:00

Chucks

2005-07-15T19:01:00.001+10:00

hehe

2005-07-15T19:01:00.000+10:00

The gang, without evelyn vivien kathy tram nhi clarrrr and such.

2005-07-15T19:00:00.000+10:00

Viv and Barbara. (ew)

2005-07-15T18:59:00.001+10:00

Look at that freaky girl at the back.

2005-07-15T18:59:00.000+10:00

Poser!!

2005-07-15T18:58:00.000+10:00

kat

2005-07-15T18:57:00.000+10:00

Kat Wendi GIGGLES

2005-07-15T18:54:00.000+10:00

Phyl Viv Kelvin

Rabbits

2005-07-13T17:33:00.000+10:00

You're Watership Down!
by Richard Adams
Though many think of you as a bit young, even childish, you're
actually incredibly deep and complex. You show people the need to rethink their
assumptions, and confront them on everything from how they think to where they
build their houses. You might be one of the greatest people of all time. You'd
be recognized as such if you weren't always talking about talking rabbits.
Take the Book Quiz
at the Blue Pyramid.

Quiz stolen off Joey's site. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAH Watership Down! Does anyone remember THAT book? I remember the rabbits. They were funny. Pippet. I remember how Ms. Bloomfield presented the books to us for the first time and they were ugly. First impression anyway. Katherine put hers in a plastic sleeve because she was scared it was going to contaminate her belongings. I had mild allergic reactions whilst reading that book. What a journey.

Me? Talking about rabbits? Explain please.

2005-07-12T17:54:00.000+10:00

GIGGLES

Something

2005-07-10T12:14:00.000+10:00

A little something.

Something something something. I can't quite put my finger on it. Something. SOMETHING.

Anyway details for next week:

15th Friday 10am Lidcombe Timetables --> City 11am George St Cinemas Sisterhood Travelling Pants ---> Shop

See you there.
P.S. Phyllis' group/gang of friends e.g. vivien, tell me what you guys got katbo the gaybo.

Lindsay is hot

2005-07-03T16:25:00.000+10:00

Took kim to see Herbie:Fully Loaded, and although she wanted to see Madagascar, I INSISTED ON HERBIE. She hates Lindsay Lohan, but I love her, and besides, I was the adult for the day, thus I had every right to force her to watching Lindsay Lohan drive a car around.

Anyway, the movie = cute. Kim recks the car is hot. I reck Lindsay is hotter. Although, her freckles were a kinda turn off in the movie. Gazillions of them. OHWELL, she's still gorgeous.

There was a little boy behind us who kept popping up on his chair and saying hello. At first it was cute, but then after like 20 times of popping up, it just wasn't anymore. More like annoying. He tried to talk to kim, and even made a move by sitting next to her. Talk about cute.

I have guests over. Melbourne ones. Don't like them. One of the kids is named Mark, and did I tell you about how last time he visited, he harassed me? Impossible but true. He was so annoying that I just wanted to run away.

Kids.

Keep the dream alive

2005-07-01T16:16:00.000+10:00

Slowly picking up the pieces. The remnants of these past weeks.

I eventually started to get over it, but not entirely yet. It's not something that you can get over within days, weeks, or months. Maybe not even years. Sometimes it comes back at the most unexpected hours of the day. And I can't seem to find myself at peace, especially amongst all this.

Anyway, two weeks holiday - how grand. Parties, assignments and such. It's the same deal, but holidays are becoming more and more valuable to me each year. Precious little things.

Oh yeah, I signed up for the Table Tennis Tournament. GIGGLE. I can just see it - me, there with my trophy, winner of table tennis tournament 2005. Hehe. My english teacher (Fox lady) says to 'Keep the DREAM ALIVE!' after I told her I wanted to pursue in the medicine field and become a pediatrician. So, I'm reusing her concept. Go me.

And go BLAQHALO/BLACKHALO! You da bomb you da boomb.

Gone.

2005-06-27T17:42:00.000+10:00

Hello,

I hope you're not gone for too long. I miss you already and justice did not redeem itself...I did not get to know you as much as I would've liked. Dad says it was an unfortunate event. Mum cried all night. And I, will think about you every single night. Rest in peace.

We are a family. A cousin, a brother, a father, a husband, a nephew.

Do you pray in the night?
Can you appreciate the winds?
I won't care, I won't fight
I need you close to sing, it's the same beginning

Gone away
It's the same old, same old song
Gone away
It's my whole life in words

I can't breathe, when you cry
But I'll be there to hold you tight
I would kill, I would fight
To keep you close, I'll keep singing the same way

I won't live, if you died
If I can't feel you in the wind
This is me, it's my life
I need you close to sing,
It's the same beginning

2005-06-24T23:10:00.000+10:00

Love, look how sad I am.

2005-06-24T18:09:00.000+10:00

Britney Hilary Mandy Lindsay Mary-Kate Ashley Ashlee Jessica Paris Nicky Nicole Alexis Amanda Christina Rachel Mischa Samaire Sophia Kate Katie Cameron Lucy Jennifer Angelina Sienna Alicia Beyonce Mya Gwen Tammin Kiera Natalie Jessica Scarlett Jaime etc. etc.

I love them all.

2005-06-21T16:06:00.000+10:00

kimb heart britney

2005-06-21T16:01:00.000+10:00

I lub Bwitney. Heart heart, she is so cool. Hehe.

Me, Vain? No way!

2005-06-19T15:49:00.000+10:00

Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	66%
Stability	\|\|\|\|\|\|	26%
Orderliness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Altruism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Interdependence	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Intellectual	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Mystical	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Artistic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	83%
Religious	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Hedonism	\|\|\|\|	16%
Materialism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Narcissism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Adventurousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Work ethic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Self absorbed	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Conflict seeking	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Need to dominate	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%

Romantic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Avoidant	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Anti-authority	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Wealth	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Dependency	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Change averse	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Cautiousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%
Individuality	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Sexuality	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Peter pan complex	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Physical security	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Physical Fitness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	44%
Histrionic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Paranoia	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Vanity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	83%
Hypersensitivity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	83%
Female cliche	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	83%

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Spread the word

2005-06-18T19:40:00.000+10:00

This is the buddy I created.

Please click on this link

Spread the word around. Enough buddies need to be sent in by July, in order for these children to be sent to school. SHOW THE LOVE! Create a buddy online. Look how pretty mine is.

Post it notes

2005-06-15T21:13:00.000+10:00

Mr Chaplyn decided to throw/give away the classroom's old art textbooks. Everybody took them...well, most people did anyway, and I'm just saying that because I don't want to seem like a cheapass. BUTTT, really, who doesn't want freebies anyway? Woohoo, I took free artbooks.

My dad just moved the tables around in the study room, which ultimately means tidying up, stacking shelves, throwing unwanted things out. Fun. This was all part of mum's idea of making me study, whilst facing my 'correct' direction. It's part of some Feng Shui show she heard on the radio. It's supposed to make me study better and get better grades. REALLY? I don't personally notice any changes, except that I am now facing directly towards the TV. WOHOOO! Study and tv at same time, without having to move. :)

I like post-it notes. They're so fun. I have them covering up my freaking monitor. I'll take photo one day, but no wait, what kinda idiot would take photo of their monitor + postit notes? Nah, not doing.

In maths, Ms. Sharma walked past and decided to have a conversation with me.

Sharma: "So, KimMerLy, how did you go in your exams. Can I see?"
Kim + James: [giggle]
Sharma: "Oh, sorry, how do I say your name? Is it KIMMERLY or KimBEARly?"
Me: "It's KimBERly"
Sharma: "KimBERly...Kimberly...KimBERLY. Oh, that's easy! So, how are you KimBERly? Hello KimBERly. Well done KimBERly. KimBerly"

Haha, she's funny.

... Blogging is pointless these days.

YAYYY

2005-06-09T18:40:00.000+10:00

MY IPOD WORKS AGAIN!!!
:) :) :) :)

And, you can tell how HAPPY I am, because I was even bothered to make the writing ^ above, all pretty and colourful. HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY :D :D

Wanna know how it was fixed?? Actually, I don't know if I should really tell you. It'll make me seem even more stupid than I already do. Hehe, my brother brought the iPod with him to the city today to get it looked at. He went there and they tried charging the iPod with one of their own chargers - it worked. So then they said that he had to take the iPod to the main Apple Company to replace the charger, because they weren't responsible for it. My brother got pissed so he started taking the charger apart and put it back together again, to which he heard a loud 'click'. When he got back to his workplace and plugged everything in, it WORKED. Just like that! Squeal squeal,

I always thought something equally STUPID like this would happen. I'd fret and be distressed over my iPod only to find out that NOTHING was wrong, except that I had merely not connected the charger tightly enough. ARGH.

Happy happy nevertheless.

This is what I've been doing.

2005-06-07T19:57:00.000+10:00

You Are a Life Blogger!

Your blog is the story of your life - a living diary.
If it happens, you blog it. And make it as entertaining as possible.

What kind of blogger are you?

You Aren't In the Best Of Moods

While you aren't full on depressed, things aren't going your way.

You may be hurt, angry, frustrated... or all three.

Not to worry - you'll be feeling fine in no time.

What Mood Are You In?

Your EQ is

113
50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!
51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.
71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.
91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.
111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.
131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.
150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

Fake

2005-06-05T19:51:00.000+10:00

I can't believe you kept it from me. All.That.Time? Am I really that bad in your eyes?

It's a matter of trust here. TRUST fucking TRUST. So unpredictable that I finally found out.

I finally figured you out. I finally know what goes on, all those times that I felt neglected and wanted to smash your brains out. I can't believe it. You'd rather tell ____, someone who you barely know, over me? Why? Do I mean so little?

So there goes, maybe things weren't as 'perfect' as it was meant to be. All those fake smiles and cheesy grins. It was all phoney.

Fake, and now I'll know to never trust you again. I don't think I'll even be able to look you in the eyes without cringing. Never the same again. It's all uncovered.

Children

2005-06-04T16:53:00.000+10:00

Started a new tutor today. Chemistry & Physics. I freaked myself out for a couple of days over the tutor because I didn't know anyone and quite frankly, it's like starting a new school - you never know where the biotchism may be. BUUUT, it turned out okay. Nothing special or unreal about it. The crazy thing about doing Chemistry and Physics tutoring is that I'm not even sure I'm going to go ahead with these subjects next year. I tried to explain that to my mum but she went all 'Oh my god, you're driving me nuts! You're giving me a headache from all your future plans!'

Uh..okay, so I shut up. She's okay now, I feel better now, but I'm still annoyed. My dad came with me and mum for the tutor thing cos he had to drive us anyway. It was plain...crazy. He'd ask me questions on the way about where the tutor was, knowing that I DID NOT know. It was his way of asking MUM the questions without actually speaking to her. Of course, she replied to ME e.g.

Dad- "(to me) So which carpark is it next to?"
Me - "I don't know..."
Dad - "(to me) Do you think it's at the three storey one or the two storey one"
Me - "Dad, I seriously don't know. Stop asking me"
Mum - "(to me) It's at the carpark blah blah, we'll drop ourselves off there."
Dad - "(to me) I'll drop you off at the carpark"

ARGH, WHY WON'T THEY JUST TALK TO EACH OTHER FOR GOD'S SAKE? At the restaurant, my dad refused to eat anything because mum was paying.

Mum - "(to dad) What do you want?"
Dad - "I'm not going to eat anything because you're paying"

Childish behaviour. Childish childish childish. Sulking parents. Pft. On a happier note, my mum's softening now. She's making an effort to talk to him and be 'cool' again. Fingers crossed it'll pass over soon. Tomorrow I'm off to another new tutor. Maths, but I'm not worried or anything because Jane and Jennifer go there too. :)

Cascade

2005-06-02T16:19:00.000+10:00

Home is just so depressing to be at right now. It's uncomfortable and it's upsetting.

My mum's going through a marathon of pissyness. It brings the whole concept of hormonal anger to an entirely new level. A whole new experience. It's frightening because she's not actually doing anything. So, okay, every now and then there's the outbursts of anger, which predictably, is toppled onto me and the rest of my family. But what scares me is that she's becoming so frightfully quiet. Sometimes I catch her just sitting there, staring into space. I like to think that she's going through some sort of mid-life crisis, except she's past her mid-life stage. I just don't get it.

I know she's mad at my dad because of their disagreement during shopping recently. He said something something and she did something something. It's just so ERGH. She comes home all agitated and suddenly, I'm the one who's getting yelled at. Just like THAT. Out of no where.

Her moods come and go and I'm worried. I hate this I hate this I hate this. School has also become 'bland' and I can't concentrate because everything I do, she pops into my mind. I didn't want to go home to face her.

All cascades down on me.

Bag-a-bones

2005-05-31T19:14:00.000+10:00

I was just reading Adelina's blog (read-my-1ips) about Clarice and her formal dress conversation - it cracked me up badly. My my Clarice, she is the QUEEN of taking things literally and being so ... literal??

I remember in year 8 when we had a Greek student teacher man person mabobby, and he was doing this activity with us where we each wrote a couple of sentences on a piece of paper beginning a story. The paper was then folded so that only the last sentence was shown, then passed onto the person sitting next to us and they had to continue the sentence/story thing. Jennifer V wrote something about a boy being a 'bag of bones', thus meaning that he was skinny. CLARICE then continued it with something on the lines of "And he threw the bag of bones onto the ground"

So the story read, "The boy was a bag of bones and he threw the bag of bones onto the ground"

HEHE.

She also insulted Topher Grace once, she said he was a gerbil ?? Oh oh apparently, Topher Grace's real name is CHRISTOPHER Grace. He shortened it to become more interesting? Uhh..coocoo anyone?

Clarice = Psycho woman. Gotta love her.

Jennifer

2005-05-30T19:25:00.000+10:00

Jennifer said my Sunflower layout was shit.

2005-05-29T17:55:00.000+10:00

Last night at around 10, when the rest of my family was sleeping I decided to eat pizza. It's supposed to be 'microwaveable pizza' - the type you just shove into your microwave LOL that sounds shonky. Anyway, I set the timer for 5:00 because that's what it said on the packaging - "5:00 minutes microwave pizza". About 4 minutes later I went back downstairs to check on it and this incredibly strong burning smell hit me in the face. Smoke was coming out of the pizza and I could see that it was all black and grosse looking. About a minute later after that, the rest of my family ran downstairs practically screaming FIRE FIRE! Hehe, klutz.

My routine for yesterday was Yum Cha early in the morning, tutor, dinner at Bankstown, movies with brother and Thanh. Oh yeah, we watched 'The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy'...I was planning to watch Coach Carter or A Wedding Date, but CC wasn't on until 9.30 and AWD isn't exactly a guy thing. They wouldn't have liked it much anyway.

Toda: drove to Myer to buy black stockings with my Dad, then eating at Bankstown with Thanh's family AGAIN. Then we went to buy tennis racquets and balls. Sooooooooo we played tennis. GIGGLE, I swung that racquet like crazy. Can't believe I actually played tennis today. HAHA, laugh laugh maybe I'll go again next week :)

I HAVE NO HW TONIGHT!! YAY YAY!! Oh oh, my brother just registered PhotoshopCS for me, so now it works, TADA! How exciting, I'm going to make some pictures for fun. Seeya

Yes but no

2005-05-27T17:59:00.000+10:00

Yes but no. I do but I don't, and would it hurt you so much just to pretend that things are indeed not perfect? Flawed and going wrong. Why don't you come here and sit down next to me - listen to what I'm trying to say. Feeling. Do you see me? Hear me? My intentions are unclear because I don't fucking know what to do. It would be nice if you took note of that. I am CONFUSED, and I want out.

- - - - Got 3 tests back this week. All below 90% - eff. Nah, actually, it's not bad or anything, I'm not complaining. It's just I would've expected more from myself especially after all that studying. I barely scraped through Commerce (told you so, commerce sucks balls) and didn't get to kick Julia Zbrominskyalskdjalda's ass liek Yasi would've liked. Yasi's dying wish before she left was to kick her ass in Commerce for her. She actually said that. Yasi was always battling with Julia for the top mark. Haha. Julia got like 82% which was the highest mark (obviously) and I was 6% off. You do the math. Several people in our class screwed up in the long response section with appalling marks such as 5/20 and 3/20. :O I wonder how everyone else went in Kat Viv and Jen's classes. History and Geography can be considered as 'passable' and okay. Eighty something percent...I'll post all my marks up later when I get the rest of my tests back.

Clarice was part of the Euro team at the Euro tournament today. So, Jennifer and I decided to tag along since we really had nothing else to do - the sissies were at Music excursion. The match was fully interesting and WOO, did YOU see Clarice stick up for herself against that senior guy - "Come on, come on, HUH HUH" Yeh...she said something along the lines of that and I could see the guy kinda stepping back as she was doing that. HeHE, that's muhBABY! So aggressive, so scandulously dangerous.

And HOW annoying were those girls next to me? Ergh - "WE LOVE YOU WE LOVE YOU! YOU IDIOT YOU IDIOT! ARGGGGGH ARRRGH SQUEAL SQUEAL" Sorry, biotchism moment there.

Yayness to weekends and I should stop eating the choccies that our grade is selling to fundraise for our formal. Ooft, it's like I'm spending all my lunch money. Schapelle Corby's live verdict tonight, 20 years imprisonment? Does anyone hear the words unjust and unfair??? Sigh. Poor girl, I wrote her a letter.

Eleven gates

2005-05-26T16:03:00.000+10:00

Yesterday I went to UNSW and didn't get home until about 9. Was tired. Very tired. So, on the way there we had to follow Phyllis' car (driven by her mum) and Wendi followed behind us. It was crazy, the woman kept switching lanes at random times LOL - I hope Phyllis doesn't read this. We were late for about 3 minutes so it's okay, and GOSH UNSW IS FUCKING HUGE. It's actually divided into gates and we went to Gate 11 - like hel-LO, they have probably over 11 gates and look at Sefton. Shucks, no need to say more, all we have now is the new C block which the school is boasting about. Back to School Day?? Mmmm I can't wait to go to uni.

Once arriving, we were greeted and were given special name tags. Hehe, Vivian's one said "Vivian TRAB". Hello Miss Trab, giggle. They also gave us a bag of freebies...well not really, cos it was all brochures and a pen. Oh yeah, and we already HAVE those brochures at home cos we strive to make daily stops at the Careers office. Then we went into this humungo lecture room. It's like a cinema, except everyone gets their own little compact table. It was useful - the lecture that is.

At 7 we went to a kind of glass house thingo, with tables set up representing each faculty. Fun! Phyllis asked a bunch of loony questions because we had just been taught at the lecture that 'There is no such thing as a stupid question, only a stupid answer' Yay, I grabbed all the brochures, except engineering and commerce cos I hate commerce. COMMERCE SUCKS BALLS!

They also had a stock of sandwiches cut into cute triangles, orange juice, milk, coffee. So as you can imagine, that's where I spent most of the time. Come ON, free food man. We stayed until 8.30 and by that time everyone had left and the faculty people were packing up. I spoke to a representative of the Medicine area, and apparently, if you choose to do a combined degree of Art and Medicine, it will take you 7 years. A Medicine degree alone will take 6 years so WOO, why not? I also spoke to the Law people and Fine Arts. I think I might have a direction of where I'm heading now. Maybe.

This morning I woke up having this feeling that SOMETHING of a particular importance was on today. I was right. My music teachers actualyl came to school today on behalf of the Sefton Geographic Society. It was all good until at lunch Anita went up to me and told me that I had to play something at the meeting. Eff eff eff. It was like "You played just 2 weeks ago, you still remember your songs" Uhh NO, don't think so. Khoi was there and he was like 'pat pat, it's okay, just improvise' Psht. The end results was o-kay. I stuffed up and kept giggling through it. After I finished, Khoi sighed in relief and was 'Phew, thank god you did okay you did good.' Hm, yes.

Lost is on tonight! YAY! I better go finish my reading for pleasure, vocab, reading log etc. etc. English is a biotch. :)

Power walking

2005-05-24T18:54:00.000+10:00

First time experience of power walking today - not too bad. Journey there = yabba yappa yap about how GORGEOUS Jude Law is to Vivian and trying to explain to her what happened in the movie Closer - she doesn't catch on too quickly. Teachers took us to the park where we 'took a break' for like half an hour (? not sure I wasn't keeping track of time). Farrrrrrny! There's this playgrond and it's got two 'rock climbing' sections. Although it was designed for toddlers to play with, thus, it was really no where near 2 metres off the freaking ground, I personally thought we struggled quite a fair bit. We all got up like two centimetres and could just no longer handle the extreme hefty pressure and height (except Jennifer who bravely climbed both walls and kept showing off). Katherine got stuck in the hole at the top at one stage and her buttocks were just sticking in mid-air, with her legs dangling and all. The teachers laughed and snap snap - I caught it all on camera - DIDN'T I BABY?

Tomorrow evening I'm going to the Year 10 Course Selection at UNSW, it goes from 5.45 - 8.30. I'm driving up there with Kat, Viv, Phyllis, Wendi - the gang. It's supposed to have special guest speakers (professors) speak to us about choosing our yr 11 subjects and uni courses etc. Then we get personal time for questions directed to the pro. people there. Tres tres cool.

I have English homework so I'm going to do it - duh. So much for being a rebel

best is you

2005-05-22T17:12:00.000+10:00

Just wondering...has it ever occurred to you, that you could be even a teeny bit WRONG? Incorrect? Ever?

Nope, didn't think so. It'd be too much for your petty mind to handle anyway. Of course. I'm sorry for wasting your time with my unworthy opinions- you always know best anyway. I shouldn't have even bothered. Silly me.

JUDE LAW IS HOT.

2005-05-22T15:37:00.000+10:00

MY MY, I am in an excitingly happy mood - must be coz of the SHOPPING SPREEEEEEEEEEEE! gIgGleZ. Last night I had like a 4 hour dose of JUDE LAW. Fuck is he gorgeous. Settled myself on the couch with blanket and pillow from about 8 to 12 watching Alfie and Closer. They were strangely similar in means of the plot revolving around 'relationships'. I loved Natalie Portman, Sienna Miller annnnd Jude LAW. Oooft, I think I'm going to re-watch them some time soon. Anyway, Alfie's ending was not very satisfying. It wasn't a happy-happy thing, it was more of melodramatic and I cried and cried cos it was so...dramatic. LOL, coocoo. Closer was full of twists and wow, I couldn't keep up but I still thought it was an extremely clever plot. I liked the ending, but it wasn't happy-happy either.

Hmm...anyway, my 'Jesse MacCartney' days are so O V E RRRRRRR - ladies and gentlemen, emBRACE my 'Jude Law' days now. He is a MAN, unlike J.M.

rebelmania

2005-05-21T16:47:00.000+10:00

Went to Black Halo's Sefton gig today. WOW. Super funky, super fun. NATALIE is a loser, and EMILY has genital herpes - ewwwwwwww!

Yeah all good all good, tomorrow my brother's going to take me on a shopping spree...cos he loves me. Aww, fully. I bought that "Angels & Demons" book by Dan Brown yesterday, so far, it has been very intriguing. Hmm...I need to get out more. I don't want to get started on homework - I'm sick of it. So I'm going to be a REBEL and not do any studying this weekend.

Oh oh and I'm so happy because I can read the DOLLY & GF magazines I bought like 2 weeks ago. I told myself that I would NOT read them until the exam was over, cos I needed to concentrate. YAY, at least I was able to keep that promise to myself.

Anyway, YEAH, off to read mags and wait for brother to come home so we can go out to restaurant :)

Drama

2005-05-20T20:04:00.000+10:00

Today...was um, an experience, if you may. New. Interesting.

It all started after the first exam today - PE. Mr Dimopoulos said that someone's phone had gone off during the exam and they had to go see the deputy now. He also said that that person had a BLUE converse bag, and I thought..."Nope! No one that I know of" and ignored it. But when we got outside Jennifer gushed to me and was all freaked out. "OMIGOD OMIGOD, is it Vivian? OMIGOD OMIGOD, she's going to get zero for exam" And I was thinking, HUH? VIVIAN? She has a GREEN converse bag, not blue, but then it kinda dawned on me and I started freaking out too. I didn't see her again til after the exams.

After the exams ended at 1, people started talking about Vivian crying during the exams and how they saw her walk off. Me, Katherine and Clarice then went around the whole school looking for her but AHH no. It was horrrible. Clarice had to go home after that so Katherine and I kept looking and looking. THEEEEEEEN, Clarice called Katherine to tell her that Vivian was at the effing TRAIN STATION already. AHHHHH. NUTS. We ran out asses off cos we didn't want to miss the train, and we didn't even know what train we were going on ANYWAY.

So yeah, it was all DRAMA after DRAMA. Once on the train, Katherine then chucked a fit cos she thought she lost 50$ and rampaged through her bag. But no. Sigh, false alarm. Then after Clarice got off at Lidcombe, we sat there...Then Strathfield station...Then we passed what seemed to look like BURWOOD station and it was like "HEY! Isn't that Burwood?" then 10 seconds later "HEY! Isn't that like Burwood Westfields?" Fu-uuck. We had caught the wrong train, and had inevitably missed our station.

The train went on to Central and we had to catch train back to Strathfield. VIVIAN, the coocoo decided that she KNEW the way from Strath. to Burwood so she lead us on - until she realised that she did not in fact know they way and we had to ask directions. Walked another 15 minutes. Di-e-d. Finally got to Burwood and I remember them saying something about seeing Westpac = wrong place = turning back. Shrug, kept walking and KATHERINE realised that it was wrong way and had to turn back. Oh my god. Idiots.

ANYWAY, day was like fully whacked. Why does everything always happen to us? We can never go somewhere withOUT either missing a train, being late, getting lost etc. etc. DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA. Vivian's also going to hand in an appeal for her exam thing, cos she HAD switched her phone off, it was the stupid alarm that had gone off. So yeah - ALL the bestBABY! She might also get an appeal for Music and Commerce as well, cos she couldn't concentrate during that - with her crying fits (HEHE) and all, you know?

Exams were okay today. VISUAL ARTS SUCKS BALLS. I left out 25 something marks worth of questions. 2 pages. FUCK. I'm an idiot - I wrote too much and spent too much time on the questions I completed so didn't get enough time to finish. The test ended so abruptly. I thought I had heaps of time left until the teacher said "5 MINUTES LEFT." Ahh. Maths - screwed it, would rather not talk about it though, cos yeah. Geo, history, science = okay. English = not so good.

My Ipod also broke down last night, well actually, it may have broken down some time ago, it's just I haven't been using it. I panicked and panicked. It still won't work and I've left it to be charged all night. If this means that my batteries need to be replaced, I am going to be so pissed. New batteries = 99$ ERGH. I think it's like ying-yang or something, just cos we got a new digital camera yesterday (casio exilim) and it's like balanced out now, cos my ipod screwed up. LOL, that doesn't make sense.

Stuff it. Chillax tonight. Ordered pizza in, got no tutor homework either. YAY. Fun. Awesome. Hm, next week I've got a bunch of crap due though but PFT, s'if I'd care right now.

Biotch

2005-05-17T18:04:00.000+10:00

Biotchism is slowly creeping in.

Quiz

2005-05-15T19:04:00.000+10:00

I finished two more set of notes today. YAY! Last night I stayed up til one in the morning to write some up. BAH. My wrists kill.

ANYWAY, for any sad cases out there, here is a quiz I created when I was bored of studying.

Quiz me

See ya!

Bored.

2005-05-13T16:24:00.000+10:00

We got our speech marks back today in English. Julia Zbrominskylskdfjlsfs got 17 out of 25 - whoah. What happened there? It's a very wow-ing experience for me because I was so used to Kristovskis' 'full marks' and 'A+' marking. Come ON - the woman didn't even actually read any of my work. I remember in the English exam, I had to write diary entries about going into space and I was like "Today I got to go on the exercising machine. What a fulfilling experience blah BLAH" and I got 13/13. And for our Romeo and Juliet assignment, everyone in the class got 100 out of 100 because she couldn't be bothered reading through them. I LOVE MS KRISTOVSKIS. It's so sad - I have to actually TRY now. Poop.

Hm, winter has come. I need an endless supply of black stockings for school, because mine keep ripping.

Exams EXAMS next week. I heard some people might be taking a day off on Monday to stay at home to study. MAD. I want, I want! But I'm scared I might miss out on any extra revision and detail that the teachers might give out during class. So I don't know.

Oh yeah, I got that letter of achievement for more than 3 subjects in school - how flapping fun? I've never gotten one of those before, because my teachers hated me, and now - super YAY! Five subjects. Geo, history, commerce, maths & science. HAh, can you believe it? Commerce and geo? I don't do no jackshit in those classes. I'm like the dumbest kid in my geography class, and in commerce, I just giggle. I think it's because Mr Brown (my commerce teacher) and I have "connections", cos I attend the geographic society meetings that he holds with Mrs. Chandra. HEHE. Oh, and for science, I think Mr. Tripo man felt sorry for me after what happened in rec soccer. Poor girl, with her ovaries and a bunch of eggs damaged.

Siiiigh, I don't want to study anymore. AHh boredom.

Recovery

2005-05-13T16:13:00.000+10:00

Recovery seems to be so far away.

Ovaries

2005-05-10T15:46:00.000+10:00

I'm going to run off and do my VA and MATH worksheets, as well as my a billion other notes for the exams, right after I finish this entry. You know, I wasn't even SUPPOSED to be online today. I planned to study all day and yeah STUDY. Then my alskdjladja brother just had to tell me to go on to give him the website for the filing cabinet I wanted. TURNS out the store is in America and I don't think I'm allowed to have it shipped over or anything now. Blah. Here's a photo of the cabinet. Isn't it colourful and ooh-so-oomph. I'm going to use it to help organise my notes and shit - it'll be VERY good for when hsc comes and crap, yeh, but that's only IF I buy it.

Anyway, rec soccer was a disaster today. KINDA. I got hit in the stomach by the soccer ball and tripo man didn’t believe me. He thought I got hit in the ‘head’ and told me to get over it because it was going to ‘build character’. A minute later I went up to him moaning and he asked me if I got hit up there or down there. I said DOWN, and he went biserk – “Are you serious?? I thought you were joking. Go to the office to get ice now!” Pft, I bet he thinks I damaged my ovaries and that’s why he let me get ice. He doesn’t care about my head, only my ovaries. Pft, crazy science teacher.

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY

2005-05-08T11:44:00.000+10:00

Last night's dinner was cool. Dinner finished at around 8 and effing adults wandered into the Fairfield RSL Club. I was stuck with Thanh AGAIN. We wandered around at the Poker machines area because the security people didn't like I was under 18 - they didn't even bother checking. UH HUH. Then, we walked off to play POOL. POOL. POOL. I SUCK AT POOL, but I learnt how to and improved my skilllllls last night. yeh - right. I got like 4 shots in HAHA and 3 were unintentional while the other one wasn't my ball that got in. The people sitting around were watching me stuff up and they were laughing etc. PFT.

After the game, we went to the music lounge, lit a fire and talked. S'OK. Would hardly call it interesting but it's better than nothing. Theeeen, a band came on stage and started bopping. MAD. They wore funny customes, danced and sung. This old couple was grooving on the dance floor GIGGLE and we dared each other to dance, but NAH. S'if. Later on, a guy from the band started singing this song by Barry White and he walked around the lounge singing to the ladies in the house. Funny, but then he started walking over to me and I freaked - like fuck fuck stay away from me! Thanh laughed his head off as I moved seats. BUT IT'S OKAY, AT LEAST THE BAND GUY DIDN'T SIT ON MY LAP OR SOMETHING. Ew.

This morning, my brother ran to my room while I was sleeping to get the Mothers Day present to put it on mum's bed while she was still downstairs. You should've seen him. Funny, but as soon as he put it on her bed and tried to run out, she came up the stairs and saw him. HEHE, cute. She was uber happy - hugs and kisses and all. Then I said to her, "And you kept telling me off for being so cautious about you going into my room. I wasn't hiding anything in there but your present!" She laughed and said sorry. YAY.

Tomorrow is Monday, and I dread Mondays. Mondays = PE = Fitness Testing. Ugh, there goes.

30 years of Vietnamese settlement in Australia. 1975 - 2005

2005-05-07T16:09:00.000+10:00

Performance today. WOOT. It was all breeeezy. The preparation was fun and ooh-so-exciting. We gave each other make overs and you knowww - the usual girlie stuff. We posed for a bunch of photos for some photographers and family and friends. Oooft, attention. Then when the actual performance came, it started sinking in to me and I started fretting. My hands started sweating and I was like "Whoah, okay...I'm nervous. I hope I don't screw up". I tripped on my costume at one stage but NO WORRIES, I'm okay!

The first song was damn fine. We had drums and the beat was uber synchronised, but our second song fucked up. The sound system was way off the roof and the ampliers kept screeching - it eventually overtook our playing and when we finished, no one even clapped. GAH. Anyway, glad to tell you though that the final song I played and Waltzing Matilda were finedy dandy. And, I've got it all on my trusty video camera ;)

OH YEAH OH YEAH, I SAW MR. BOB CARR!

He's like the first celebrity I've ever met. HAH. He went up on the stage and said a speech that was quite emotive and all sucky-uppy to the Vietnamese people. Woo WOO and everyone cheered. There were some other parliament dudes e.g. the representatives for John Howard and Kim Beasley, Julie Irwin and a bunch of other important looking men were there. Peter Brockman??

Yep, that's it. Tonight I'm going out to eat with Thanh + his family + my family, then tomorrow we're going AGAIN. HAPPY MOTHERS DAY FOR EVERYONE TOMORROW!!

P.S GOOD LUCK TO BLACK HALO AT THEIR GIG @ SNOZBERRY PARADE TONIGHT!! SORRY I COULDN'T COME - ROCK THE HOUSE GIRLS.

Crime

2005-05-06T17:03:00.000+10:00

HOWDY! I had stage rehearsal last night and it was exhausting. Half the time was spent listening to the four music teachers bickering about stupid matters like our seating arrangements, number of times a chorus should be repeated etc. etc. At one stage, my own music teacher got uber pissed and annouced that she wasn't there to listen to everyone argue. We practiced for only a while after that. At 9 on the dot, my mum dragged me out to go home and finish off my majorly important science assignment. BUT, the other cranky music teachers demanded that I go back inside and practice for another 30 mins because they needed me. I was like "Uhh, but I have to go home and do my homework!" So she said "Please, I'm asking you to stay back for only half an hour. I'll even drive you home later." Me: "That's not the point there. I desperately need to do my assignment. It's due tomorrow!". The teacher sighs and gives me this disappointed look before dismissing me. She says I have to come early at about 9 tomorrow (Saturday) SUCK BALLS.

Anyway, I got home at 9.30 and slaved myself to typing up a 4 page discussion on the History of Communication until 2 in the morning. Woopy. We also did a Science Pract Exam today, and it was like...okay. Nothing much to contemplate.

Last period was English where we spent the whole lesson in the library reading books. I grabbed a hefty selection of CRIME science fiction books and read. Did you know that there was this Courtess (SP?) who lived around 1567 or something and she is listed in the 100 of the World's Infamous Criminals. Apparently, she kidnapped like 600 young girls and bathed in their blood in the crazy belief that it would allow her to stay youthful. When she was found out, they dumped her into this room in the castle with holes only to give food to her. No one saw her after that so they don't know when she died, but could only guess when her food was left uneaten for days.

Whoah. That's it for today, I think I'm going to take a nap.

Formal dress ideas.

2005-05-04T16:49:00.000+10:00

Some site Natalie Vo gave me ages ago

Vogue fashion week

Another dress, found at the VOGUE website.

I was speaking to Wendi about our Formal in english today and the whole dress thing went out of hand. Now look what I'm doing. Ahh...I had these pictures since the beginning of the year because I was uber excited. I thought I'd post them up because I just downloaded this program that allows me to post pictures up on BLOGGER. MAD!

Kat and Kimb's Birthday Party

2005-05-04T16:13:00.000+10:00

It's May I know, but Katherine and I are currently planning our joint birthday party coming up in July. Whoopy, we've even written out our guest list and planned where to go, what to do etc. FUN!

Everybody is invited. I think.

We got our exams timetable today. POOP. Stressing stressing stressing. Who the hell wants to do a two hour math test?? Anyway, I made a bet with Vivian to stay offline and to study instead. I'm supposedly not allowed on MSN and I can't blog anymore. But HAH! She'll never know, I'll just block her. The first person to break the rules has to run around the school oval in front of everyone at lunch. Uhh...yeah...right.

Cancelled

2005-05-03T18:15:00.000+10:00

YAY YAY YAY! I have no music practice today. It got cancelled because one of my teachers has been having the measles since last Thursday. Performance is on Saturday and we only have one rehearsal until the day. Whoah.

Anyway, let's write some more. Last night I also had a family discussion with - duh - my family. We were talking about my career path, because I had spoken to Jen and a bunch of other people that day about what courses I would be taking next year. The family discussion was pre-ttay heated if you asked me. I basically stated that I wanted to do something creative (along the lines of art and design), whilst my mum believed that I should do something that would ensure me a job - medicine/law. My brother said I should do design. My dad said I could do whatever I wanted because it was my life, to which he was told to "SHUT IT" by my mum. Ha ha.

I'm going to combine Art with Medicine and become an Art Doctor/Surgeon or something. I can't remember.

School and stuff.

2005-05-03T17:10:00.000+10:00

We had Tuesday sport today, played soccer with Mr. Tripolone, Mrs. Kristovskis and a bunch of year 9-ers. I don't think they liked as very much. No one passed the ball to us. Pft. Jennifer and Vivian were the team captains, but halfway in the game, we decided that as captains, they had the right to forfeit the game. HAH, Tripo-man was like "Girrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrls, at least act like your trying to play!" Giggle!

I have music lesson in an hour and I have to shower. I don't see why I have to shower now anyway. It's not like the girls there care about my hair. PLUS, it's too cold to shower now and my hair's going to get all dirty again tomorrow. Oooft, my mum is yelling now. I better go showerrrrrr.

Oh yeah, yesterday I had to do the 1.6km run as part of the Fitness Program in our school. I died. After the first lap, I was thinking, "Hey! I have a stitch". Second lap - "I'm thirsty and I need to go pee". Third lap - "I think I'm dehydrated now". Fourth lap - "My head hurts". Five lap - "Damn, I'm tired" and finally toward the sixth lap, I concluded that I was 'dead'. I did really, really bad. I feel so unfit, so when I came home I declared to my mum that I wanted to start running the treadmill again. She was silent for a moment, then bursted out laughing. I WAS BEING SERIOUS! She said, "Yeah okay, I'll call you down at 5 to run the treadmill for half an hour and you can go shower afterwards."

It was all good, until 5 o'clock finally came and she shouted from downstairs to tell me to go exercise. I ignored it for a while until my dad started shouting for me to exercise too. AHHHH, I sighed and said "Nah, maybe tomorrow" Hah, yeah right. I know I'll never be able to go back onto that treadmill again. However, if I really made an effort, amongst all the homework load piling upon me and the busy schedule, I think I might just be able to pull through. I'll give it a go another day.

Cheers!

Let me boast.

2005-05-02T16:33:00.000+10:00

I got into the school journal team. It's called the Sefton Journal. I got accepted as Graphic Designer along with my co-partners Emily and Vivian from our site Xoxo Designs. UBER COOL! We didn't even have to submit a piece of work or anything. The teacher seemed mighty impressed when all the girls told her we already own a website together. YAY!

Show me what you've got

2005-05-01T17:01:00.000+10:00

Come on, throw more of this insanity at me. Show me what you’ve got. I’m waiting for how else you’re going to fuck me up.

Hidden

2005-05-01T16:53:00.000+10:00

You say I have something hidden in my room. Letters. Secrets. BOYS. You say you are going to figure me out and disown me. You say I stare at you when you go into my room. You say I definitely have something to hide.

Well, I can say that you are right about something, that is, I DO have something to hide.

I have your Mother’s Day gift shoved there in my closet. I follow you around just in case you decide to open my closet. I don’t want the surprise to be ruined. It’s not May 8^th yet. I spent a day with my brother buying that present for you, and you condemn me for being that way. Life is unfair as it already is.

She's got a baby.

2005-05-01T16:52:00.000+10:00

Skip.

She’s got a baby and a husband who’s in the jail. What do you expect me to feel? Aggravation and revulsion is far from my list. I pity her. Truly, deeply pity her. She was my friend, and you did not know her like I did. You don’t understand. I saw her everyday in school and I saw her when she cried. I saw her when she talked about how she felt.

So you’ve already called me a bitch for defending her. I can see why you say that. You’d hate to see me turn into that. You’re scared, frustrated and agitated. Wouldn’t it be funny if I pulled a stunt on you to see your reaction? Hehe, I can see your face in my head, all twisted in disgust and hate.

You say that I’ve probably already taken off after her path and you’re going to shoot me dead when you find it out. What the fuck. I don’t understand why you say these things when you know, you KNOW, that they’re the furthest thing from the truth. You know I won’t, but you’d rather say I will, just for the satisfaction of screaming it out at me. It makes me vile. It makes me mad.

You'd love to think you know me.

2005-05-01T16:51:00.000+10:00

And you’d love to think you are always right.

You’d love to think you know everything about me. You’d love to think you know the reason why I do such and such. You’d love to think you can destroy me. You’d love to think your words can kill me. You’d love to think I am vulnerable. You’d love to think you’ve got everything figured out.

You are so wrong.